Damaged Beyond Repair  

i cant explain it,

its just who i have always been.

ya i could blame the past, and i do…

but i wont blame out loud, thats for me to come to terms with…

all i know is that i will rip anyone apart…even if i am dead wrong.

i will find something and anything to prove anything good, wrong…or bad…

because all i know to know is that nothing good stays…and the moment i thought i had something good…it wasnt, it was bad…and it effected me ever since i could remember…

i dont expect anyone to understand. 

i dont expect anyone to stay after i have ripped them apart…

i have gotten used to living with my foot in my mouth…

its rare when i do, nit pick at any one person and run them out of town…its not everyday that someone feels like they could fit in my circle…

the moment that they do feel like they fit…i turn into an animal with rabies and i am not someone who is pleasant anymore…

its all the fear…and the pain…

i dont expect anyone to see through me and stay…but i regret and am not proud of how i handle such closeness…

-LH

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