You Were Right About Me

Im the fucking idiot!

i said that i wasnt, but i am.

i literally had the sweetest heart standing in my eye sight but shot her down multiple times with my jagged edges.

i never deserved such kindness from her anyways. she was too giving and too gracious for someone like me.

i do this every time.

i manage to fuck up something that could have been wonderful… i blame the constant influences in my past. they taught me to rage, they taught me how to be mean, they taught me a fucked up life.

as much as i have mastered most parts of myself, i cant seem to master anyone getting close. 

i dont know how. 



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