I Am The Fucking Universe

i am so tired of resistance…the true test will be that of the resistance between us.

do not get me wrong, i am not looking for easy. i to know that anything that is worth it all is never simple to conquer or steadily grasped, not without giving and receiving. not without vulnerability and maturity. 
i am ready to not jog, but fucking SPRINT towards the horizon.
im fucking daring someone to sprint with me, keep up will ya?

im ready to drown in the oceans of life and love. for unimaginable arms to swallow me whole, because i have never been more ready to live in the water as i am now. what is it that you want from me?! i dare you to know what you want, to LIVE what you want?!
you best believe i am the fucking queen.
but not of expensive taste, because the mere lights and glamour do not appeal to me. but the QUALITY of a heart, of a being, of a life….now that is something to be wrecked by. and this god damn queen isnt going to place just anyone beside her. 

you best believe you have to prove yourself. you have been delusional if you think you do not have to prove your intensions and heart. in the name of love itself, there is proof of proving. without being asked to. without being challenged to. it just does. and it just will. 
there is everything cute about a life of mystery, inconsistency, and unpredictability.
but with time, and with age, and with wisdom, one learns that there is everything SEXY about consistency and predictability…

the ability of knowing you had proven yourself to only one person who was worth all of your fears, insecurities, and baggage….to be that reliable source of companionship to them, and in return, them entrusting to you the same energy, back.

i am the fucking universe. 

I will not be toyed with. 

-LH

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