i long to stay…a place to truly call home,
a place that is more than just “me”….
i wish i had order.
i wish i was more consistent.
i never wanted a life of leaving home.
i dont like that my life seems to be uprooted
anywhere but one spot for only so long.
i wish there was a reason to say…
i wish someone, something, gave me a reason to stay…
i guess im not telling the whole truth.
i guess there was one who could have
been a reason for me to…
but that one always deserved better anyways.
who knows when it will be
that i could ever provide for more than just me,
i could never ask anyone to have such
faith in me, to wait…
im a fool.
im a wanderer.
im a warrior.
im a seeker.
and still, im without you…
but i have me
and that will just have to do.