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Note To Self

let the snot rushing from out your nose flood your pillow,

let your eyes swell shut from the pressure in the amount of tears falling, adding to the pool of slimy muck

as you try and lay rest of the head and heart that you carry.

get it all out my darling, let this release take part.

dont be afraid, whatever you do.

let it be.

please, trust the process.

-LH

The Beautiful Wildflower

“La Belle Fleur Sauvage”

What you’re looking for won’t be found easily

It grows upon the mountain in a sacred place

Up beyond the clouds, in ancient ground, so they say

And many men have died trekking up that away
Once he’s gazed upon her, a man is forever changed

The bravest men return with darkened hearts and phantom pain

Ages come and go but her life goes on the same

She lives to see the sun and feel the wind and drink the rain
Her colors change to mark the passing of the days

No Earthly sight can match the beauty she displays

And when I die I want her lying by my side

In my grave, in my grave
I’d give it all to love that girl

I’ll be the one to pluck that fleur
I’m meant to find the place where all good things begin

To smell her scent and watch her dancing in the wind

And when I die I want her lying by my side

In my grave, in my grave
I’d give it all to love that girl

I’ll be the one to pluck that fleur

I’d give it all to love that girl

I’ll be the one to pluck that fleur

Music By: Lord Huron

Attention Killed The Video Star

you know how to use what you got

to get what you want.

but you never had to put much

effort into that because it just came easy.

people swarmed you like flies on shit.

you didnt realize, when you came,

knockin on my door, that i wasnt a fly.

you werent the only shit in town anymore.

i know how that goes.

we get one gift in life,

this one “core” gift branches

into other small particles of gifts,

all of it entangeled together for 

a purpose, gifted, specifically for you. 

gifted by the universe

and it truly is up to us,

up to you,

on how we/you utilize it.

you dont have to use yours for bad anymore.

you dont have to continue living

the way you have always known.

 you dont have to believe that i

am too far ahead of you,

for you to catch up to me.

i am no different than you,

i too, used my gift poorly.

and it took genuine, unconditional,

love

to show me the purpose of my gift.

to show me true, love.

what will it take for you, my dear?

-LH

As Deep As Your Soul

The moment when I can connect with that which is within you, is the moment I will have had the best sex of my past, present, and future. I’ve been waiting for you, not because of some religious belief, Not because I don’t put out, simply just because anyone Else is everything less than you. The thought alone,  accepting anything less, is a void I am not willing to live with. I’ve always been waiting for you. and i wont stop till i find you.
-LH